Mommy did you every love me?
You never game me a smile
Never paid attention to me
You always hated my style
you never said I looked pretty
Or even fixed my hair
Or even called me "sweetie"
It's like you never cared
All you would do is yell
At everything I do wrong
And compare me to my friends
I will never belong
Everyone has a nicer mother
Except for little old me
Everyone had a caring family
We would act for others to see
If anything went wrong
It was I to blame
I couldn't do anything right
You hated everything I became
Your yelling scares me
I believe everything you say
I'm ugly fat and stupid
Every word of yours I obey
I dare not defy
Because I will never win
Your much bigger than I
You'll beat me with a grin
Why is my life like this?
Why do I have to suffer?
I really try hard to please you
You just seem to get tougher
Sometimes I don't know
How much more I can take
I want to fight back
But i know thats impossible
I could never hurt her,
She'll give me a smack
I never get allowance
To buy new clothes
I have to use my dads
And at school it really shows
You never hugged me
Or said "I love you"
You'd call me names
And my hate grew
I can't live up to your expectations
So why live?
I'll never be good enough
But i will forgive
I will always forgive you
No matter what you did
But I have to go now
I'll be a good kid
I love you mommy
With all my heart
I don't think you care
But we have to part
Although you never cared
And never showed your love
From the Sky's and Heaven's
I'll watch you from above
