Twisted Sunshine

Paste on a smile,
swallow the bile.
Give you a hug,
heartstrings tug.
Hear my plea,
love me for me.
Look in your eyes,
choke back my cries.
Give you my trust,
feel so much lust.
Tell you my dreams,
silence my screams.
Tell you my fears,
hide my tears.
Smile so bright,
cry all night.
I'm so depressed,
and yet I am blessed.
I'll be dessert,
feel so hurt.
Give you a kiss,
feel such bliss.
Laugh everyday,
say I'm okay.
Hide my distress,
feel your caress.
Throw the gun,
I wanna run.
Give you my life,
hide the knife.
Hit my head,
blood so red.
My hand goes slack,
everything is black.
Say it's alright,
you'll love me tonight.
I'll do anything to make you mine,
I'm your twisted sunshine.

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