Its so annoying when everything you thought you knew,
becomes difficult, confusing and you have no clue,
waiting for the answer, doing nothing at all,
to nervous, to unsure waiting for the fall,
faster and harder then you ever could of thought,
its something you never should have fought.
You find your eyes wandering,
always meeting his,
you find your heart beat faster,
as he walks by,
you find that every minute he isn't with you,
is another minute you spend wishing he were.
Your view changes, other people affect you,
it's hard to think clearly, you don't know what to do,
you just want time, to think or be alone,
when you end up staring down at your phone,
you don't know why you care or if you want to,
you're always afraid of something new.
You find your eyes wandering,
avoiding his glance,
you find your heart stops when he comes by,
afraid of what to say or not to say,
you find that every minute you think of him,
is just another minute wasted.
you start to get mad at dumb stuff,
you never thought it'd be this tough,
you want to be mad at him so bad,
but whatever it is you can't stay mad,
its too hard to even try and forget,
but you keep trying yet.
he's still around you, even if he isn't there,
it hurts to much if you begin to care,
you think of him, no matter how hard you try,
you think you hear him, and he's not even close by,
you want to just hide, when your glances meet,
it turns into a feeling you just can't beat.
