How many did you take???

The way you are
You only care
When you want too

Your medication you take
Makes me feel so screwed
For goodness sake
Mum
Why are you so dumb

Mum awake
Cant you see all my time you take
That day when i walked into your room
I never thought id see what i did so soon

How many did you take??
Everyone said you were only fake

So i rang the cars with the flashing lights
I will never forget that ugly sight
Even through my trial of tears
I did not reckon with my own fears

I rode with you
All the way to the hospital
You never spoke to me
just closed your eyes so you couldn't see

The reason your alive today
Because of the feelings i had earlier that day

Mum i love you
I really really do!!!

A LITTLE NOTE ##

My mum took an over dose
i new something was wrong all morning
i don't live with her i broke her door and found her in her bed all alone dieing
shes OK now but i thought i lost her
thank goodness she alive