Once again I faulted
The poison running through my veins
Through my intoxicated hallucinations
And watery misty eyes
With a heart infested with misery, anger and pain
Emotions from past running back inside my mind
Fury and hatred turned into jealousy
Fists clenched, ready to strike
Standing up I left
Running through the blackened night
Fleeing from myself
Waking up the morning
Guilt weighing down like gigantic mountains
Life yet again seems to repeat itself
The same path
The same way
Yet again I have lost
A battle never ending
This day I must change
I must retake what is mine
I must conquer myself
The road shall be long and hard
But if I want to survive
I must!
