Long Time Since

The days go by so slow
Winter last I could see
My heart still searching
But hope to end is lost

Great is the sorrow
The same will be tomorrow
Older Wiser me
All I want is thee

Like a cloud in the wind
The mist reveals
A beauty as never seen
Walks into my dream

Old feelings in my heart
Will surely break my soul apart
The chance I should not take
The decision I must make

Somewhere in my distant past
Memories come back at last
The emptiness is less

Could this be...?
Could this really happen to me!?

Some days again moved fast
Will we truly meet this night
Another being I see

My spirit is crushed
How can this be?
You fool!!!
My soul says yes
My heart say no

The coward that is me...
Now is the time
I must fight
Or forever a bitter man I be

But the truth...
Could she learn to love just me?
Other men there have been
Am I lesser
Are they so much better

Forever I act the fool
Forever laugh the emptiness away
My plans always seem to fail
I want so much my hopes be true...

I want to join the light
I need my love at night
Yes...
It truly has been

A long time since...