Empty eyes turn on me,
Searching, searing, judging me.
Wishing I could just be free,
I run away,
Or so it seems.
I can’t look,
It hurts too much.
I can’t love,
It costs too much.
I go cold, and then go numb,
I hear a faint, buzzing hum.
Blazing light,
Frightful night,
Cold sweat,
I want to forget.
Look over my shoulder more then twice,
Tread carefully; I’m on thin ice.
I can’t breath; it’s closing in,
The silence is loud, and smells like sin.
Go away,
Please stay.
I want to be I want to think in solitude.
I’m not trying to be rude.
I hate thinking about the past,
Shed tears, and bad memories that ever last;
As if stained upon my tainted slate of a mind.
Knotted organs, bad feelings,
Head spinning, mind reeling.
Can’t breath at all now,
Can’t move, don’t know how.
Thoughts and such whisking away,
Nameless fears are here to stay.
