I dont know what happened to you,
When did you become someone who cared what people thought?
To the point that you dont even know who to be.
When did you decide to give up on yourself?
That because no one was gonna make your life easier it was better to quit?
That disappointing people from the start was the better option?
I dont know what happened to us,
When did we become so shut off that standing near one another is suffocating?
That it was too much effort...just to care.
When did we become so selfish,
That we didnt even know how each other was,
That knowing something was knowing too much.
I dont know when I stopped looking for your face,
Or when you stopped whispering my name at night.
I dont know when my heart stopped beating when I heard your name,
Or when you stopped smiling at the sound of my voice.
I dont know when the sweet love songs ended,
And the melancholy melodies droned mercilessly on.
I dont know when we became strangers,
I dont know when it truly ended.
I dont want to see you,
I dont want to lay my eyes on the exhausted mess that is your face.
I dont want to talk to you,
I dont want to hear your voice whisper lies to my heart.
I dont want to feel you,
I dont want your touch turning me hot and cold at once.
I dont want you any where near me,
I can feel you from miles away.
Because if I have any trace you of anywhere near me; I remember.
I remember how much you make me smile,
I remember the gentleness in your touch,
I remember the look in your eyes,
I remember your laugh,
I remember everything.
I remember I love you.
