Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if I would have said or done things differently, would I feel the pain I am feeling now? Would I have lost you forever? I don't know, I don't think anyone does. I love you and I miss you, it hurts me too see or think of you with another girl, you were my everything, without you I feel lost and I don't know what to do, should I just give up, or should I keep going? Should I try and forget about you and lose something I might could get back again someday? Things are so confusing and so hard rite now without you, I know I will get through them, but until then, I need you and your not here. Do you ever care how much pain you have put me through? No matter how much you have hurt me, you are still apart me, you still have a piece of my broken heart that is with you wherever you go and I still love you with all of my heart and I love you more and more everyday.
