Oh how I loath thee
when I am down on my knees
you are there astir.
and I beg forgiveness please
only to fall back down-
to the fate I have continued through you-
Oh how I love thee
to blame for all the things-
the sunlight makes me smile
and being kissed in the rain-
when you bring to me compassion
and the will to love again-
Loathing my friend
the rock bottom just fell out
and you my black whole,
I never could have dealt.
without the love that you brought-
into the wretched dark of mine
the beauty of the death, one life
when rain gave way to sun
reality be thy rainbow.