So, SO sick of living this life

So sick of crying
So sick of hurting
So sick of locking myself away to hide

So sick of fighting, of screaming till my lungs hurt
So sick of arguing to the point of breaking down
So sick of feeling like im the only one hurting like this in the world

So sick of knowing no one can help me
So sick of thinking I can never win or achieve
So sick of knowing how everyone looks down on me

Sick and tired of never being listened to
Sick and tired of feeling like I do

Sick of the pain and the worry
Sick of the hurt and the torment
So want to crawl away and die

So sick of wishing for death
So sick of watching the blood drain from my body
So sick of enjoying the freedom of pain, the release of the cuts

Sick to death of dreaming of happiness, but waking up to pain.
So sick of all my dreams crumbling under my heart.

Just let me out of this cycle. Just leave me alone.