Trapped

I'm trapped in a body I despise
I wish I could see it through your eyes.
You say I'm hot...
I know I'm not.
You tell me to trust you and it'll be okay
and ya know...maybe it will be...one day.
I shared with you my insecurity
but I never want to feel your pity.
I want you so bad I can't breath
my biggest fear is that you'll leave.
Your so damn hot it's unreal
Oh God, it's you I want to feel.
I wanna feel your hands on me,
maybe then you will see.
You say I'm gorgeous, perfect and hot.
All these things..I am not.
Your the only one that knows the real me
and baby, you make me so damn happy.
Your so worried I'll sleep with another guy...
but to do that I'd have to be high!
Your the only one I need...
Come on baby...I want your love seed.
Baby, your my one and only,
without our talks I'd be so lonely.
Perhaps one day I'll be pretty for you
Until then please say...I love you too.
Because baby I love you oh so much.
All I want is to feel your loving touch.

This one still needs a little work I think...leave comments and tell me what you think...any suggestion will help. Thanks.