One More Prayer

Hey God, it's just me again
Praying just like every night
But God, this times different
I'm done pretending I'm alright

Things haven't been so great
It's time for me to face it
These eyes of mine are filling
I'm done trying to fake it

My emotions are so mixed up
My mind is in total madness
My body aches and wants to give up
My heart is consumed with sadness

Hey God, here I am again
With my hands clasped tight
My body shakes in cold anger
I'm so far from the light

I'm worried about my friends
Some are hurting so deep
They feel alone in the world
They want to feel the endless sleep

One of them is heart broken
One wants life to end
One is stuck in a jail cell
One is tired of playing pretend

They have one thing is common
They're all ready to die
I'm really trying to help them
God, please tell me why!

Hey God, just one more time
Please listen or at least try
I know I've been complaining a lot
But I can't stop the tears I cry

Life has gotten so hard
And I can't comprehend
Too much is happening
There's too many hearts to mend

I'm trying to help everyone
But really, what's the use?
I can't help them when I myself,
Am dying from this abuse

So here I am God
Dropped on my knees as I pray
I will live with the pain I'm in
But please, take their's away..