Take a Hundred Pills

Take a hundred pills drown away the pain
This whole world is one big lie and it's driving me insane
I wish I could tell you why but it's so hard to explain
I prayed for sunshine but got only rain
Decisions in life are so hard to make
I can't make them in fear of making a mistake
I've been wrong so many times and I always live in fear
I'm scared when I find something good it will disappear
I made a mistake my true love can't forgive
And now as I take these pills there's not reason for me to live