OxOThe GirlOxO

WARNING!!! this is a long poem but Plz read it, it has real meaning.

The girl, she wishes keenly to go
To vanish forthwith the world she knows.
From guilt and despair, she yearns to flee,
From the world as she feels it, or as it appears to be.
Her days mingle in from one day to the next,
Entwining togather, with minor effect.
The same everyday, occurs in her mind,
It reels in delusion, still failing to find,
The peace trapped within, at the depths of her soul.
Discovery of self, is her ultimate goal.

Her feelings inside, corrode at her worth,
Regretting the day her mother gave birth.
She longs for dilution, to lessen the taste,
Of the bitterness endured at for her mothers haste.
The girl, she wishes for a desperate relief,
To empty the dregs of whats hard to believe.
The twisting and writhing of a ghostly few,
Play past her eyes for a private review.
Haunting and rapping, persistently so,
They menace her dreams with sickening woe,
And while living she seems almost quite dead,
Battling with demons corrupting her head.

Understanding far beyond, all those around,
No one can sample what is to be found.
In crevices full if decades of pain.
The trail of the man still yet remains.
His actions imprinted, hate sealed to her heart,
The heaviest print pressed hard from the start.
He tortures her being, even though gone,
His image still vivid, his scent still strong.

The girl, she wishes for her life to go fast.
For the end to draw near, \' till her shadows not cast \'.
For the voices to cease with their vulgar torment,
For the weight to be lifted, for her trauma to vent.
To be vacantly adrift, excluding confines,
Of her earthly world, and all that it binds.
Soon will come the hour of her dreams,
When nothing is quite as it seems.

The girl, she wishes keenly to go
To vanish forthwith the world she knows.
Until that time, she\'ll plod reluctantly on,
Enduring her sentence, a term so long.
Searching, determined in internal archives,
To find REASON, and WILL, to be ALIVE!!

xx Keri xx