Never Good Enough

My grades are never high enough
a B to low to suffice

I never was that good enough
to make you really care

The times we said I love you
weren't always true

For inside our hearts
we had a little fued

The times that I apologizes
for not doing it right

You really didn't care
and shoved me out of sight

The pain that I've endured
compares to nothing

Only because I don't matter
when you've got your drink

You scream at me
until my ears bleed

And you no longer have a voice
and then you rely on physical force

When your done you spit words on me
you'll never be good enough

I'm left in the corner
crying in the dark

You yell in from the other room
shut up or I'll give you something to cry about

As I try to move
the pain shoots through me

I stand then fall
and hear your steps

Get your ass up
or you'll know pain

I bite my lip
it's all I can do to hold back tears

You never really cared
and you showed me so

I'll never really be good enough