I remember sitting in the movie theater,
his arm around me
I remember him kissing me,
so warm, so tenderly
I remember walking the boardwalk,
the moonlit lake about us
And I remember the park,
the night we made quite a ruckus
But now that's all they are,
just memories of a stupid boy
A boy who used me;
I was his f u c k-buddy, his girl-toy
But not anymore,
because he has someone else he's screwing
Someone else he's playing with,
someone else he's wooing
But what hurts the most
wasn't that I was the 'on-call' chick
I thought his heart had feelings for me,
I didn't know it was his d i c k
I thought he really liked me;
He acted that way, the jerk
I just didn't know it would feel this way,
how much it would hurt...
