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by Ashley Jun 21, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Holding on, hanging by a thread lost lonely broken wilted scared sad angry so depressed as i sit here and wait staying in this box dark cold suffocating the key is gone, nobody knows where it has gone, it is lost new words and voices it could be anybody to help me im falling off of this precipice down into the cool water it seeps in through the cracks drowning in my soul music real life im a smiling yet empty soul person life clone sitting here its dark and black, I will go down and surrender its better than home all the fights lies screams whispersHolding On Part 2 its better than the public whispers threats promises that break â??friendsâ?? your â??friendsâ?? they like you spread rumors hate you im not going to be rescued or saved holding on hanging by a thread drowning in my music its better than everything being boxed up like an animal locked away in captivity drowning in my empty soul suicides not an option smiling on the outside but all i feel is pain f a l l i n g down drowning in real life