Today

Today is different to yesterday
Today, I know what to say
Yesterday was a mistake
And those tears I could not fake

Today is more closer to death
I know this with every breath
Not the best thing to think about
But its better then trying to shout

Today is about leaving all the forgotten behind
And all the secrets to find
Tomorrow is never getting closer
And happiness is best left on a childhood poster

Today, I want to cry
When all the others think I'll die
Where will I ever get my hope?
Do I care that my emotions slope?

Today I want someone to love me
So I know what to be
I just want someone to hold my hand
And when I stumble, hold me so I may stand

Today, I want to be noticed
And be beautiful like the lotus
But its not like these cuts will fade
And its not like I'll give up this blade

Today is yesterdays perogrative
And there is so many reasons to live
But there is no reason left to be
Because there's no love left for me

Today is one more day bleeding
And another day of others pleading
I just want to go, I just want to die
Soon it will be you who is left to cry

Today is another lonesome day
No more words left to say
Another day gone, another hope lost
You left me, but at what cost?

Today is nothing now
Its brilliant, yet I don't know how
Left again to my own demise
Hang on, let me put on my happy disguise

Today is another day dying
Yet its left with no more people crying
The blade has come, and left with blood
And my tears have come in this red tinted flood

Today is your forgotten promise
And now there are things that you have done amiss
You said you will hold me when I stumble
But your not here when my resolve will start to crumble

Today is another day, you said
But now today has gone and bled
One more reason you left me today
One more reason for all the promises you betray

Today is dying and going oh too fast
And now today has become the dead past
I've left with today, I am today
And now your gone with the new day