My friend, How do I say?

It\'s kinda odd, you know,
how we met.
But what I have to tell you
will probably make you regret.

Trust me, what I have to say
is everything but easy for me.
I knew that I had to say it
but I never knew how hard it would be.

Me personally, I never tought that
we would talk for so long.
I never thought that
my feelings would grow so strong.

Because when I first talked to you
you know, getting to know the real you,
I was saying:
Man this is too good to be true.

But you kept callin, and we kept talkin.
You acted like you really did care.
And me....I\'m just happy
to know that I have someone there.

As I think back
to the conversations that we had
It was so cute, and even sexy
when you would get mad.

I know how odd
this may seem,
and I hate to have to tell you
that I\'m only 14.

I know that this will
change your view of me.
But I never anticipated
none of this to happen, you see.

But I want you to know
that I liked you alot.
It\'s not like I wanted this to happen
I just kinda forgot.

I hurts to say this,
but I kinda sorta loved you
The only thing about that is
I just wish you knew.

I know that things
will never be the same again
but I just hope that
I can call you my
\"close-2-heart friend.\"