HE WAS THE FIRST BOY I EVER LOVE THAT WAY....

HE WAS THE FIRST BOY I EVER LOVED LOVED. BUT THAN WHEN I TOLD HIM HOW I FELT HE TOLD ME THAT HE DID NOT WANT TO HURT ME. THE REASON WHY IS TOLD ME THAT HE DID NOT WANT TO HURT ME CAUSE I WAS SWEET AND NICE. BUT I WAS REALLY REALLY SAD. I WAS ABOUT TO CRY WELL I DID CRY. I WAS SO DEPRESS I WANTED TO DIG A WHOLE AND CRAWL IN IT AND DIE THATS HOW DEPRESS I WAS. BUT I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM.