Not always there!!

I know you haven't
always been in my life
nor did you watch
this girl grow

i wish i would've
known you longer
than i did so
maybe i could've helped you

i just donno what
to do anymore
you constantly walk out that door
and sometimes don't walk back in

to see you happy
then so sad
to see you make laughter
then become so mad

it hurts me deeply
when you have no control
sorrow becomes me,
when you want to let go

i thought we were close
but now I'm scared
you seem unstoppable
and act like no one cared

but I've always cared
no matter what you did
i promised you i would
always be there for you

please just tell me
what can i do
talk to me please
just give me the truth

I'll do anything i can
so you wont go
you've done it before
so this time i can't let you go

your part of my life
good or bad but
the memory last for ever
and the pain does too

if only you could
see everything for yourself
you would see why were hurting
and why i cry to myself

i just want you to know
you're hurting me too
i want you to know
I'll always care for you!!