Still love you

These scars on my arm
are there because of you
do you know how much i love you?
do you?

every night i pray
that you will take me back
but when you dont
self mutilation comes into play

I wish you could just feel
for one momment the pain i endure
i wish you could feel the discomfort
i wish you could feel the burn

when i see you
i try with all my might
to fight back the tears
and when i talk to you
i try my hardest
not to blurt out my true feelings
but if i did i dont think you would care

you never have
even if you said you did
if ive gotten anything out of this
its you cant tell the truth worth crap
you said you loved me
and i said it back
little did i know
you realli didnt mean it
you never realli loved me
but ill always love you
and i hate that

its like a line from a fall out boy song
"to my favorite liar,
to my favorite scar....
i could have died with you"
explains all that i feel about you
you are a liar
and you are my scars
and if i have the chance i would give everything to you
because whether i like it or not
ill always love you