I watch as my life slowly goes by.
And how it seems like I'm not the one living it.
But as time flies away my feeling seem to die.
the things that used to hurt i don't feel a bit.
you tell me Stories that remind me of the past.
that make me want to just do everything more.
trying to avoid this feeling i run away fast.
i run to you but you lock your door.
the temptations are getting stronger.
and you just seem to be slipping farther away.
Losing the only one I trust the pain stays longer.
i am suddenly here without anyone dreading the next day.
one minute you were there and the next gone.
i thought you were different but i was mistaken.
You said you cared but you have been proved wrong.
you push me on to the trail that is forsaken.
Yes at one time you were my friend.
and one time I'm sure you cared.
but right now i can only think of the end.
I'm sorry that you couldn't see the friendship we shared.
