I'm so confused
i don't know what to feel
i don't what to think
what am i supposed to feel
what am i supposed to say
nothing will make me feel better
i can't think straight
everything's mixed up in my head
i want to scream
i want to yell
i want to cry
and die inside
the truth overwelms me
it kills me inside
the lies that you made
the pain that you brought
drains the life out of me
with every second my heartbeat slows down
with every second the color of my eyes grows dull
within each moment
my life turns upside down
with every minute of everyday i grow more and more depressed
the glow in my face that was once there
full of happiness and life
is now replaced by pain and grief
days come and pass
and i'm stuck in the past
all the blood you made me lose
all the scars that haunt me
reminding me of all the tears
all the pain you caused
you brought tears to my eyes
fears to my nights
pain in my soul
so...when the person you love has stabbed your heart
when the world turns their back on you
when no one believes, no one has faith
when you have to face deaths in your life........
and when your own shadow has left you
when everyone tries to use you
when lies are all you have
when you lose yourself
when everywhere you turn
you make more mistakes
when your best friend stabs you in the back
when she sleeps with your man........
what are you supposed to think...
when your world burns down
and even in your dreams
you're running from you fears
when you tried so hard not to wind
up in this stage
what do you do...
tears run down your cheek
blood runs down your arm
fears haunt you day and night
when he was your only hope....
what do you do
what am i supposed to say ...
everything's ok?
