Cut after cut

Cut after cut my life fades away darker and darker until it's finally black then ill be gone i don't see why so many people are afraid of death life has much more pain than death because as soon as you die all your pain stays here on earth

cut after cut my family complains of how I've become but only i can no why i have turned out this way why do you think i wear black so much?because black is the color of death and i feel like I'm dying

cut after cut my tears fall because i don't feel any of this the pain has now grown into numbness i am so used to it

cut after cut my wrists fill with blood because of my pain my razor is my only friend who understands what i feel it's the one i turn to when i hurt

cut after cut my life fades away because of all my pain