Everything

Everything is turning into shit
I'm so fed up of everything going on
I'm so fed up with my self
i cannot handle myself anymore
my mistakes haunt me
my dreams scare me
i keep running away from my problems I'm too scared I'm too scared of living into scared of the future i feel like getting away from all that is happening i hate my self for everything i have done
i feel so alone i have no one to turn to i feel like running away and just being free
and not worrying about anything
i don't know what to do with my self I'm so flipping depressed