I Have Given Up

I have given up
I can't go on any longer
I just wish my emotions
Were a little but stronger

I think my mind has stopped fighting
Because the depression was to big
It has taken over my mind
And it's deeper in it's dig

Soon I won't be able to control myself
I can feel it deep down inside
Everyday I get a little closer
To wanting to commit suicide

I don't know how much longer
I can take this pain
I just want to stand on a railroad
And get hit by a train

That would solve everything
I wouldn't be here to feel pain
All my emotions
Are slowly starting to drain

I have only two left
Depression...and love
Yeah I know totally different
I just wish I could give Depression a shove

And kick it out
And have it never come back
And then my whole life
Would be on the right track

But that won't happen
And I have to accept that fact
So buh bye happiness
Because it has gotten beaten and packed