Why do things have to be like this? I hate being this girl i want to be more than this...i want to be the girl you call to see how things are going, the girl you call when you cant stand being away from here for very long, the one you are with every night, the one you tell you love more than anything and really mean it! because you may tell me but that doesn't mean that i believe it..i do but only for a little while till i realize that your just saying it! i want to be with you oh so bad you just don't get it! will we ever be together? i missed you so much though i don't ever want to go this long again! i love the way you look at me it just makes my heart melt i wish you were mine and i didn't have to share you because your the one i want to be with. If i could choose from anyone in the world i would still choose you! i miss the way it used to be you calling me more and calling just to talk, i really miss watching TV with you and you holding me tight in your arms it feels like were the only ones left in the world!
i love you baby!
