Welcome to my life

Welcome to my pathetic life its useless just like me
you would wish you were dead too if you could see what i see
welcome to my life i know its not perfect but i try
and on certain nights i think of my past and start to cry
welcome to my life with no love and only hate
i know i shouldn't think of bringing my own fate
welcome to my life as suicidal as i am
I'm keeping you outside the door just because i can
welcome to my life its like hell but still
you should give me a chance to give you a small thrill
welcome to my life i told you its not much
but you know i did try to get out of your sadistic clutch
i know that i had never given up that fight
but all i am saying now is "Welcome To My Life"