Her

She is so much better
with her beautiful looks
and her long blond hair
unlike me she reads books

sure she is younger
but by a few months
but to you she is so much better
she has the perfect colors and fonts

you know her in real life
and you said her eyes are amazing
you told her you loved her
before i do something drastic save me

you always tell her
you hate me with a passion
she is so perfect
and she has the perfect fashion

you two are perfect
and you should be together
I'm not worth anything really
my love you doesn't matter

so you two can be happy
without me involved
i am a problem
that a simple razor blade can solve

not that you really care
that my heart aches
the pills wont help me now
no matter how many i take

the blade it doesn't help
it doesn't bring pain anymore
i am so dizzy now
i cant even find the door

i don't know what my blood feels like
the stuff pouring from my wrist
i dunk my head in water
breathing in knowing i wont be missed

i cut my body all over
and take pictures of it
i send you the pictures
the word out of your mouth were sick

you rushed over here
but you were to late
i died on the floor thinking
the feeling i thought was hate

but you didn't hate me
it wasn't true what she said
you truly did love me
Oh-well now I'm dead...