How many more corners do I have to check?

I cant stand myself
being alone like theres
nothing left, of my heart,
but if there is somwhere
that i can start, stoping
these tears that nightly come,
i want to become,
someone new
with you, if you knew
how much i loved
your smile that hovers,
over beautiful sets
from the sun
a blue baquet
its lovely you kept
the smile on my face