My sweet fourteen

This is my age
very young indeed
though what i need
is as much as if 20
or older
how you put it
is not my border
but my keepings
wuts inside
isnt enough to survive

at fourteen

but how come im
treeted as if im a kid
but i cant take
my life as it comes
in a box
as if overflows
outside of the cracks
and it hurts

at fourteen

a heartbreak
a lost mind
depressed child
who would want
thier son like this?
obviuos varies of
the poeple who bord me
up in this painful place
my room becomes
a sad place
at night

at fourteen

a tear storm
everynight
at dusk
when i say
hello to the ghost
who have captured
the hearts of most
plus one
my own