Love Letter #11

A vacation...that's what some people think I need from you.
Because we spend as much time talking as possible.But I don't need a vacation from you. I need a vacation from the sadness of missing you, of needing you. Don't get me wrong hunnie I love you and I always miss you. But I just hate it that we can't be together. I hate it more and more everyday, but as the hate of the pain grows my love for you also grows, my feelings of wanting you grow. And I miss you so much. I always will and I worry about you, as I always will. And the next time some one tells me I need a vacation from the one person I care about most, *laughs...I'll hit them in the head. I love you, I love you I love you. I will say it so many times you might actually get sick of it. but just as long as I know you believe it, and I'm not gonna let you forget it. EVER!! I love you Ivan. I love you, I love you I love you..

p.s all of u may be getting sick of my love letters but I thought it would be a good idea for a trilogy. so if anyone has anything bad or anything to say about them you can write me a comment or an email. But if you are going to vote badly on my feelings in this letter, than have enough respect to leave a comment why. .thank you.