No longer will I run from this
at your knees i fall
i must confess, this sorry mess
though i know i could lose it all.
no longer can i hide from this
in my guilt Im swept away,
i\'m in such distress, i must now confess
though i know you will not stay.
no longer will i lie to you
i have betrayed your trust
i must confess, i was put to the test
and gave in to my pitiful lust
no longer can i feel like this
i must confess to all my sins
Ive tried in vain to easy the pain
but i give up, cave-in - pain wins.
no longer will you look at me
with such unveiled trusting eyes
i must be strong, for i\'ve known all along
this betrayal would lead to goodbye
no longer can i look at my self
without hating what i see,
i feel so ashamed, my soul is now stained
with the pain i inflict on thee.
and i know in my heart,
it will tear you apart when i tell you what i did,
but this pain that i feel, i know never will,
leave if i don\'t lift the lid.
