I don't know why I'm so scared to get things checked out
I guess it's cause my health could be in dought
I don't want to sit in the waiting room and get tests run through
And then have the doctor walk out with a face of doom
I'll be so scared of what he will say
He might tell me to come back for Key'mo the next day
He might say that radiation looks like it's coming my way.
He might tell me that i have malignant melanoma
And then I'll stop right there and I'll be so scared that I'll wish that I was in a coma
Most cancers have a cure but not one, my Mommy has, which they also think I have, they're pretty sure
The doctor will tell me to be strong and brave and then he'll act like it's OK
When me and him both know that it's not going to be easy this way
I'll cry for fear of my life
But then I'll reamers that I was the one that tried to cut my wrist with a knife
I was never really scared to hurt myself
But know I'm terrified to find out my health
My heart beats a little faster when ever my mom brings it up
and I just yell at her to "shut up"
I see the changes by myself
I don't need to be scared by her of anyone else
I wont want to go through key'mo or lose all of my hear
I don't want to pray that my friends will stay by me when I need them there
I don't want them to see me slip into internal sleep
and as I drift away and hear them weep
I don't want My eyes to get heaver or my breathing to slow down
And I don't want to move my lips but not be making a sound
I guess I'll just have to wait to see what I have to go through
But I wanna ask you something can you promise me that you'll be there with me too??
