Last mintues

Where did my hope go?
I thought that i would never lose it no matter what
But somehow i did
IT is because i lost hope with myself.
Maybe.

Watching my family slipping away
from each other
Saying lies to make them look happy and loving

All i want to do is cover my ears
And fall into the water
where it will drown out
the out the hate for one another

Can't anyone see
that I'm losing
Can't anyone see that I'm
slipping away from here

Slipping pills
and hiding in the darkness
whispering to myself that
all the pain will be gone
They'll be gone
and so won't i

Shut my eyes and curl up into
a tight ball of hurt
Hears the voices of my once loved ones
Slowly fade till whispers

Taking in one more look
of them
in the pic of that last summer
One note wiht my final good-bye to all i have hurt

One more breath of life
till soon
I'm cold
sill hiding in my cage of despair