Do you really want me to turn out like you?
The nice man that I once knew is gone.
Why did you have to ruin my life like this.
When did you think that you would get away with hurting me.
You yell at me telling me you dont care.
You grab me by the neck and throw me to the ground.
Isn't there some kind of justice?
I know you were treated badly as a child.
But why would you treat your children like that.
Do you really like it when i feel the pain you felt?
Does it make you happy inside to see someone else dying inside?
You are the reason I dont want to be here.
You hate me.
How can anyone want to be around someone who hates them.
Maybe you will read this after I am gone.
After I take this pill and end my life.
I hope you do.
It's all your fault.
Im failing school because you push me too hard.
I got into drugs because I couldnt handle your shit anymore.
I died... because you didnt love me.
All i wanted was to here, "I love you," Once.
That's all i asked for.
But no, all i heard was, you are not good enough, i hate you, i dont care about you, selfish brat.
Im not selfish...
Is a little love too much to ask for?
I dont think so....