My Brother

Its just to much I'm going to cry, sometimes are hard I'm going to die. My lifes a living hell I feel like I'm going to yell.Nobody cares about me but just wait and see what happens to me! I'm going to rent a boat and slit my throat and have somebody throw me into the sea, then people will notice me as someone who died for love. Then they'll see see my life going down the drain as I go through all this pain. My brother just died, I cried I cried, as i lied to my friends saying I was OK again. I wished and wished as I heard about that car that swished him into the road. I daze and daze as I lay in my bed, as i think of memories in my head. My mom walks in and pats my back as i hoped and hoped that this was a dream, I sat up and started to scream. My mom calmed me down, as I started to frown, to the loss of my brother who is no longer around. I love you MJ. You will always be in my heart, I will never forget you, you are my shining star. I will love you forever even though your so far. Look out over me, you'll see, how much I love you and you love me. Even though your gone, it will stay in my head all the memories of us jumping on the bed. You are now gone and I miss you so much. Wait for me MJ, Ill be such a great person you will see.
RIP MJ we all miss you and love you!!