What about yesterday?(True. The end of me and him)

What about yesterday?
When you swore your love was true,
You said you\'d never leave me,
You said \'I\'m In love with you\'

What about this morning,
The blank stares that I received,
The coldness the jeers the hatred,
Ganging up on me.

What about yesterday?,
The fighting and the pain,
And both of us we swore it,
Will never happen again,

What about this morning,
The screaming, nasty words,
Me feeling trapped, no escape,
Thinking I get what I deserve.

What about her?,
The girl I once called a friend of mine,
Was i just someone to use when you were bored,
Was she next in line?

What about the kisses,
And your hand that she took,
Saw you too embracing,
Didn\'t know where to look.

What about the sickness,
The thoughts inside my head,
Wishing just for one last kiss,
Thinking without you I\'m dead.

Why do I feel like this,
Why do I care so much,
When deep inside i know this now,
You never gave a fu**

You never had any feelings,
You filled my heart with lies,
You never would have loved me,
No matter how hard I tried.