Can't go back

1 cut..2 cut
3 cut ..4
I can't take the depression
Any more

I must release it
Set it free
Look..... just look
At what its done to me

It's made me insane
And cry all the time
Why does this life
Have to be mine?

Can I switch lives
Someway...somehow
And if I can
I need to change it RIGHT NOW!!

I can't take it anymore
I just want my old life back
I want my life
To be on the right track

But no that won't happen
Ever again
I won't go back
To way back then

Because I've tired for so long
To go back to the good times
I have never succeed
Not even sometimes

I guess thats why I'm here, to prove
That even if you give it all you've got
You will never reach you goal
And you will be forgot

So now I shall go sit in my room
And think about what to do
So I will mean something
To everyone single one of you