Pain

Pain I am lost of words,
my heart gets lost like a Forest.
trying to hid away the fear and hurt,
never wanting to feel the pain.

asking if I'm Kay while I burn in side,
feelings that is not there for along time.
people push and shove me around,
as a Thorn goes through my heart.

as every painfully word hits my body,
it cuts my skin so deep makes a scar.
hopes and dreams are devoured,
i never cared how I felt about any one.

but the darkness takes up my soul,
eating away tell its full.
feeding off my fears of hate and alone,
taking every strength i have left to live.

killing me inch by inch,
as this world is disappearing.
love has been eaten,
hatred has Begin.

some angel out there will save me some day.
but that angel has to try to save me cant be just like that.