Don't blame yourself for my mistake

If you looked closer into my eyes,
you will see that i was never alright.
please don't ask why.
don't blame yourself for what happened that night.

you see, i was in so much pain,
and i just broke down, i'd had enough.
don't worry we will eventually meet again.
don't cry, be brave and tough.

i'm sorry for all of my mistakes
and the things i've done wrong.
i'm sorry my smile and laugh was fake.
i just didn't feel like i belonged.

don't worry about me,
it's ok that you didn't hear me screaming.
i was used to it, noone listened to me.
i hope you will go on dreaming.