I seek something that isn't true
I seek the wonders of life but have no control
And i sit back and see that my life is not whole
I want to believe but always fall short
I want to succeed but i always fail
I want what i cant have and need to get over it
I have gone my last length
And hope i ended up in the right place
Because to see another sad face
Is to see death in the eyes
and that makes me what to say goodbye
To the place in the Sky's where the sun always shines
And the weather is always right
Because if i turn another sad face
I seek to say goodbye
To the life I once had
To the life I once enjoyed
I just feel like a disowned unplayed with toy
That was born into life to do something
But just failed like most and died a nothing.
