Tears && blood

The tears that roll down her face,
are so soft, so silent,
no-one knows she has has all she can take,
they think so is so happy.

But its all just a disguise,
just a mask that she wears,
you can tell when you look in her eyes,
& the way she sits there & stares.

She sits on the bed,
&& the room starts spinning,
there is thumping in her head,
she feels like she is dying.

The blood drips down her arm,
its so red, so rich,
she lays on her bed tryin to stay calm,
then there is black.

she wakes up not remembering wat happened,
then she starts to panic,
she looks at her arm n in just 1 second,
the tears start to fall again.

Why is she so depressed?
she keeps it to herself,
no-one knows but me
why?, because this gurl is myself

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~much love~
*kat*