Pray

To many things to say
alot of letters to read
one boy broke my heart
i can not breath

suicide is the only way out
therefor i try
cut my wrists and gasp
and pray that i die

count to five
and hope its a dream
now im totally paralysed
i can not scream

i ly there in my room
lying in a puddle of red
looking at my ceiling
wishing i were dead

my eyes fade deeply
i close them finally
you wernt here for me
god heard me pray