HaveYouEver. . .?

Have you. . .?
Would you. . .?
Look back on your life. . .?
See what youve become. . .?
Wonder why you did what youve done. . .?
Ever thought what wood be different. . .?
Just to this day. . .?
Wood you of got hurt how you ahve been. . .?
Gone out with that particular guy. . .?
Dug so deep you relied on a blade for pain. . .?
Had the thought of dieing for love cross your mind. . .?
Thought of how you life will turn out. . .?
Why what went wrong did. . . ?
Thought of your life as wrong. . .?
Told yourself that your useless. . .?
Your dumb. . .?
Let yourself down so many time you cant bare to look at yourself any more. . .?
HaveYouEverLookedSoFarInToYourLifeThatYouDontWantToLiveItAnyMore. . .?