Still thinking of him

I still can't believe that he's getting married to her when i still love him
lucky me i have 3 to fall back on one from my school and the others from Eagle
I'm apparently going out with one
but i don't know anymore
i would scream
HELP ME!
HELP ME!
but i can't
i know that I'm all alone in this world
my mother and father don't care anymore
my one and only brother hates me
i still think of you,
you know who you are
if you ever read this
please realize that i love you
and i always will
i think of you every day
no matter how hard i try not to
i always do
I'm just hoping that in the next few days i will be able to forget you
and get on with my life
and get on with a new boyfriend