Cold-Hearted

I sit in the corner crying all alone, you sit on the bed looking down. You take one last glance and then walk away...how could you just leave me when I need you the most? How could you say I love you then just give me up?

I feel like I am in a dream watching myself be taken away. I watch as the knife cuts into my wrist, I even feel the pain and see the blood, but there's nothing I can do. The only person that can save me now, left me a long time ago...

I scream out your name as the blood rushes faster. My heart begins to slow and my last words are your name as I slowly slide to the floor...No one there to help me...no one to miss me...The only person who ever cared left me here to die...

I watch as you slowly walk up to my lifeless body...I see you drop to your knees and I see the tears, I hear your scream...I want to hold you and tell you I love you...but my arms are just too heavy...and I can't seem to move my body!

I want to wipe your tears, I want to just take back all the cruel words...but there's no rewind button and there's no backspace...

So I am stuck watching you from afar, because I did the most selfish thing of all...I walked away, but I can't come back...I can't make things right...I just gave up...I guess I am cold-hearted...