Why do you play with me
it must be so hard
just to see what i could be
look past my appearances
the scars on my wrists
look into my eyes
and tell me you don't love me
i know the truth
but i have to hear them come from your lips
and not from a friend
you are a player
and i am just another piece in your game
and i hope one day
you will feel the same
as i do
i know one day you will die with regret
because of your choices and stupid mistakes
but to me thats not enough
to soothe my aching heart
i want you dead
yet i want you by my side
i want you to scream in pain
but i want to be the one to heal your hurt
i want to you to know the pain you caused
i wanted you to know
that you are my suicide
